how on hope to see a writer can profit from things have
0:04that to maybe just
0:07unpleasant a boring to someone else because he uses those subsequent layers
0:12material writing
0:14and I would say that the experience I have this described and John T
0:19later read to lead myself books like Nick
0:22lunch so I go incidentally
0:28in the damage to hell this
0:31minimal no matter what
0:34the American context today
0:38well the damage to the down state health from a a felon action is minimal
0:43but it has done things
0:46to your soul
0:50beaten no
0:58the read one of the earlier studies like
1:01quincy for one thing you never live to be seventy two nasty attack in opium
1:07into the end to make you know since
1:09and
1:12I think he was as saying is and as I say the
1:17did well you can say and I i'm
1:22will not argue whether the permanent damage to health is
1:25is is severe
1:28but the talk for a moment about to
1:31about being on the bottom if you will boat
1:35what happens to why why did junkies never be
1:38know this is a serious question not a
1:42loser loser but you know it's a good thing I'm how they get like cats they
1:45can send your own skin
1:47dissemination that's one of the symptoms
1:51humans they rarely what happens to your perception is reality
1:57well it's always be remembered that the
2:01that the out there any kind up it is a pain killer
2:04and therefore it will
2:06lesson your perception no
2:09what happens to your sexual appetite
2:13the practically non-existent
2:17what what happens to your appetites for food %uh it's a
2:23definitely reduces your appetite what happens to
2:28your ability to cope with day-to-day crises
2:32nothing nothing whatever Manea a mani
2:37CIO's a a happening then where
2:40a 'em attics obtain their
2:43heroin by legallais through doctors
2:47and many other them many the acts were lawyers doctors bank tellers
2:52excessive a safaris create as
2:55creative work goes I save a definite cap indicate
2:59and I would never a a name right
3:02make it much for example must have been of are you William Burroughs
3:07still a junkie no I have used the
3:14mcalinden been addicted to opiates years
3:17with an alcoholic whose who was not using alcohol
3:22will stand and say I am an alcoholic
3:25a well in the and I'm still under that addiction
3:28and use you say that you imply that through the book that you
3:33that addiction stays with you are you not still addicted to heroin simply had
3:39not having used it for many many years
3:42%uh that's the question is not exactly the same problem
3:47as as alcohol as you know an alcoholic them
3:55you can drink a glass of beer but if the
3:58unending goes to a hospital say for
4:02an operation me takes the normal amount medication
4:06the
4:06mem missed he doesn't necessarily
4:10come read then
4:14if what you're saying is true explains quotation
4:17junk causes permanent cellular
4:20alteration once a junkie always a junkie
4:24you can stop using junk but you're never
4:27of after the first habit thats william burroughs and
4:31junk yes and I
4:34question that statement now at that time I had not taken
4:39the F morphing your
4:43whatcha up I where finally got of job was to
4:49more me thing with the 100 amp im
4:52London a.m. after that
4:56sure um by I would question that say whether there is a
5:02permanent cellular due to use of permanently cured
5:06the C